This post has been eating at me for weeks. I've just been waiting for when is the right time to say goodbye to this baby. It may seem strange to you that 4 weeks later I'm finally letting go, but that's how it is; a letting go process.
This is the card my mom sent me shortly after we found out we would be losing Bunnin. I've never recieved a card more appropriate for what I was feeling. It was such a relief for me to know that my mom got it. She understood that even though I was sad, I was still filled with joy because I had hope. Hope does not dissappoint.
This is the outfit I bought Bunnin shortly after hearing of his unexpected arrival. (We don't actually know this baby's gender, we assume boy becuase that's what our intuition says). We buy each baby an outfit as soon as I learn they are coming. It's their very own special gift, just for them from us. This outfit will be packed away in a special box with the others.
Hello Bunnin, it is so nice to meet you.
Goodbye Bunnin, I wish I could have held you, kissed you, whispered to you, nursed you. I wish you could have been held by your daddy. He makes everyone smile and I know you would have loved playing with him. I wish you could have met Am, she will be the best big sister a little one could know. Bunnin, I know you are having fun playing with our other babies, your great grandparents, and some cousins. We will be there soon, we love you.
I leave you with this, the verse inside the card my mom sent me.
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