I had some cramping and spotting over the last few days. I tried to pass it off as implantation spotting but as my nausea abated and everything else returned to its not pregnant state - I went in for another blood test. It came back this afternoon that my hormone levels had dropped from 49 (on Friday) to 11 today.
So, in essence, my body will probably miscarry this baby in the next day or two once my progesterone shot from this morning wears off.
However, amidst the tears - and frustration, I choose to remember that God can still work a miracle here. He can bring these levels up. And I was encouraged last night when reading in Romans - that my faithlessness does not nullify God's faithfulness.
So, although I close this chapter on this baby's life I know that God may not have that in store at all, and all hope is not lost.
So, in essence, my body will probably miscarry this baby in the next day or two once my progesterone shot from this morning wears off.
However, amidst the tears - and frustration, I choose to remember that God can still work a miracle here. He can bring these levels up. And I was encouraged last night when reading in Romans - that my faithlessness does not nullify God's faithfulness.
So, although I close this chapter on this baby's life I know that God may not have that in store at all, and all hope is not lost.
7/13/11
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