Not so put together truth #14 -
Jealousy. Oh how it still rears its ugly head. Sometimes you just want to scream "How do they do it!!!!!" and then you remind yourself that your job, although much less involved at the moment, is still important. Most important. Even though she is doing the most important job AND everything else you ever dreamed of. Its not the right time, her life is not my life - she does not have my struggles and I do not have hers. We have different lives. I don't want hers. I want mine, mine makes me happy. Hers might make me very overwhelmed and something would suffer. We'll be okay, God will bring me to where I am supposed to be in his timing.
Ever find yourself wishing you might be as awesome as you think someone else is? Ever see someone else living your imagined dream and have a difficult time with it? Yes, you probably have, you understand.
And because I just can't take it anymore -
Put Together Truth #1 - My 5 year old just read her very first word :) MOPS, a genius she is!
How are you feeling oh so put together today?
ah, shoot. I just read that that should be NSPT truth #13, not #14. So, I'm NSPT after all :)
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