6.12.2011

A few days ago I had several different posts to write, but I finally have a moment to sit down and write and I can't think of a single one of them. 

This cycle was different than the last several.  I had thought at the end of it that there was a very good chance I was pregnant.  More than afraid, I felt hopeful and excited!  And even now, knowing I'm definately not pregnant, I'm still feeling that hope for the future.  I much more enjoy this feeling than the ones I have let overtake me the past few months.

However, without a pregnancy this cycle brings us to a crossroads.  It is June.  6 months after seeing our doctor, 6 months on baby aspirin.  I had said a few months into this that I wasn't sure how invasive I wanted to go in trying to achieve pregnancy.  Aaron and I have always had a deep desire to adopt.  Infact we always said we'd adopt 2 and have 2.  I do wonder if God's timing is different than ours.  Which leads us to our fork.  Visit the doctor, keep trying - Find an adoption agency, pursue adoption.  Each brings their own set of challenges and difficult decisions. 

On a much lighter note -

My husband and I celebrate 7 years of marriage this coming Father's day! 

Happy Anniversary to us, and a very happy Father's Day to my Hubby!

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