A few days ago I had several different posts to write, but I finally have a moment to sit down and write and I can't think of a single one of them.
This cycle was different than the last several. I had thought at the end of it that there was a very good chance I was pregnant. More than afraid, I felt hopeful and excited! And even now, knowing I'm definately not pregnant, I'm still feeling that hope for the future. I much more enjoy this feeling than the ones I have let overtake me the past few months.
However, without a pregnancy this cycle brings us to a crossroads. It is June. 6 months after seeing our doctor, 6 months on baby aspirin. I had said a few months into this that I wasn't sure how invasive I wanted to go in trying to achieve pregnancy. Aaron and I have always had a deep desire to adopt. Infact we always said we'd adopt 2 and have 2. I do wonder if God's timing is different than ours. Which leads us to our fork. Visit the doctor, keep trying - Find an adoption agency, pursue adoption. Each brings their own set of challenges and difficult decisions.
On a much lighter note -
My husband and I celebrate 7 years of marriage this coming Father's day!
Happy Anniversary to us, and a very happy Father's Day to my Hubby!
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