so much to do...

I have so much to do in the next 5 weeks. 

Really.  I'm not just saying that. 

I would put up my goal list, but you'd see how much hasn't gotten done and then laugh at me.  But really, I have a lot to do. 

I'm in the midst of reading 4 different books.  One on birth, one on breastfeeding, one on attachment parenting - and then crazy enough - a friend of mine talked me into reading Hunger Games... which is way interesting.  And frankly, is holding my attention better than the other three.  Which kind of stinks because in a few weeks I will give birth, begin breastfeeding, and living out another form of attachment parenting and will probably not be watching any 12 - 18 year olds sacrifice themselves for the sake of a crazy government... but who knows, this book may come in handy someday.

The other thing I want to do - that is a little insane - is not on my to do list... although I think I might add it just so I have something to cross off. 

Scrubbrush the shower.  Hard core - scrub the shower...  just talking about it makes me excited.  and when I finish that I want to do the kitchen and bathroom floor.  I mop. sure, yah, I mop...  I clean the shower, yah - I do that....but I want to SCRUB it... 

I think I'm going to have to go do that right now...  for real, and then maybe eat a piece of dark chocolate. 

oh pregnancy, how you baffle me.